naive

i've never felt so betrayed. im done.

upset

you dont even act like my boyfriend. yeah, you call me babe. but thats prettty much the only "boyfriend-y" thing you do.
you hang out with your friends all the time. i havent seen you in a week. you cant even talk to me. god. im so fucking stupid.
i hate this.
im not going to talk to you for a few days and see if you care.
tired of this bullshit.

relationship

The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each others company, is to be there to support each other when they need it most.

yeah..
not my relationship.
fuck.

feelings

i guess i'll keep holding on and see where it takes me.
"some days i feel like shit. some days i wanna quit."

most days, he makes me feel terrible. he makes me feel like shit. he makes me cry. he makes me want to leave. other days, it's perfect. i'm happy. i go to sleep smiling. he makes me want to love him even more.

it is worth holding on to. i know he cares for me. i know he loves me. but he really needs to show it. i realllly love him, but some days aren't as much as other days. i dont know what i'd do if i lost him..

i wish things never changed. i wish we could go back to being who we were several months ago. i wish he knew what he wanted. i wish he could say that he honestly wants to be with me.
i wish he knew what i was giving up.

there are days where idk why im with him. there are days where i wish i never fell in love. how i wish i never met him. but in the end, love conquers all. and i can't change my past.

"Whatever you do in life will be insignificant. But it's very important that you do it."

- Ghandi via "Remember Me"

i watched remember me today. i really liked it, but i was very surprised at the ending.